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    7/2/2009

    一年

    最近陆续听说好多人离职的消息,或许是彼此并不相熟的缘故吧,我对这样的告辞竟然表现的相当的习以为常。

    有时候,面对工作周遭这样的不安定,我常常会怀疑自己当初的决定是否正确,自己是不是太倔强又懒惰,以至于要迎接兵荒马乱的第二年。
    可是看着身边的同学们,拿着微薄的薪水每天奔前忙后,并且比任何人都要振作坚硬时,他们又何尝不是这样彻头彻尾的单兵角色作战?
     
    在我眼里,从写字楼里出来的人,穿得都很工整,脸上的表情也都很工整,都是一副不好轻易冒犯的样子。
    姑娘们把自己裹在套装里,窈窕得不行,招展得不行,样子让人很是羡慕。
    唉,可惜我脑子不够职业,所以我有自知之明挺配不上职业装,人生安排得,总是有道理的。
    人本来就是不要太把自己看重才会比较容易养活,这就是社会吧,玩不起这游戏的人请自行升级抗体。
    所以不要对我说什么以前怎样怎样,一定是对眼前泄气或者至少底气不足了,还是免了。
     
    又到七月。
    我想把自己催眠在放暑假状态的小兴奋。
    我想像一年前那样,一回家打开MSN躺在床上说很久的话。
    我想不再羡慕又嫉妒那些旅行回来人晒那些无比明媚照片。
    我想努力存钱把商店陈列柜上心爱的单反带回家。
    我想扎扎实实地酝酿一场乘飞机的长途旅行。
    我想知道那种在空中睡一觉醒来才到达目的地的飞行究竟是种什么样的感觉。
    我想在被生活磕碰的时候,信手可得的安慰和倾听。
    我想只记得所有的快乐,至于所有的不愉快,全部都烟消云散。
    我想.....我想要的还有很多很多。
     
    想法简单,付诸行动却不容易。我需要做一个决定。
    恩,让我好好想一想。
     

    Music: Breathe Again
    Artist: Toni Braxton
    Album: Platinum and Gold Collection

     

    If I never feel you in my arms again

    If I never feel your tender kiss again
    If I never hear I love you now and then
    Will I never make love to you once again?
    Please understand if love ends
    Then I promise you, I promise you that, that I shall never breathe again
     
    And I can't stop thinkin' about the way things used to be
    And I can't stop thinkin' about the love that you make to me
    And I can't get you outta my head
    How in the world will I begin to let you walk right out my life and blow my heart away?
     
    And I can't stop carin' about the apple of my eye
    And I can't stop doin' without the center of my life
    And I can't get you outta my head
    And I know I can't pretend that I won't die if you decide you won't see me again
     
    If I never feel you in my arms again
    If I never feel your tender kiss again
    If I never hear I love you now and then
    Will I never make love to you once again?
    Please understand if love ends
    Then I promise you, I promise you that, that I shall never breathe again
     
    And I can't stop thinkin' about the way my life would be
    No I can't stop thinkin' about how could your love be leavin' me
    And I can't get you outta my mind, god knows how hard I tried
    And if you walk right out my life, god knows I’d surely die
    And I can't stop doin' without the rhythm of my heart
    No I can't stop doin' without for I would surely fall apart
    And I can't get you outta my mind cause I know I can't deny it
    And I would die if you decide you won't see me again
     

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    Qixiao Yuwrote:
    我发现,你脑子发烧都是你想出来的,各种乱想,烧坏特清爽。。。。
    其实我也在想,,,我想把你变成我佣人,就是女仆,不开心了就抽你几下。。。
    Oct. 12
    轶群 贾wrote:
    女人~~阿拉公司也走了很多人,我左边右边都没有人了。。。我也在坚持着,我们一起坚持哦~~
    July 31
    抹奴wrote:
    头像很漂亮,文章却不敢看
    July 7
    Echo Chenwrote:
    美女 好长时间没联系啦 最近怎样啊:)
    歌很好听哦 收啦
    July 3
    尧 石wrote:
    只是时间问题。上篇叫一年,这篇为何还是一年?
    July 2
    Ray Zhouwrote:
    一切都会好的
    July 2
    女人,我昨天分手了
    July 2

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